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BLOGGING

01:21am | July 01, 2006 | Friday

i will be posting new entries soon. i've been too lazy to update this blog,oh well..that's just me.haha!

overall, things have been, as i put it, pleasant. here's a preview: met someone who i think i might really, really like, went out with friends from the States last weekend then i also did a cosplay two weeks ago and i'm about to start my thesis next week which have been ok, maybe because we have a great adviser. plus, i got two smart and cool thesis mates. anyways,again, as i said before, i will be posting new entries soon. until then, angyong hika seyo! bokopsipboyo mike!

10:50am | June 14, 2006 | Wednesday

Last Saturday, me and my whacko friends went out. i wasn't gonna go at first 'cause my mum was coming back home from HK and the only people here were me and my dad but i thought i'd give it a try. to my surprise, my dad said it was ok,ha! Mark picked me up at about quarter to 8 and then we went to Kat's house first. i thought we were just going to pick up her then go to Ajoy's but when we got there, Ajoy and Bern was already there. Surprise!haha!

we couldn't decide where to go and it was getting late, plus, we haven't had our dinner yet so we settled for Greenbelt. But of course before we left, we gave Kat a little "make-over".that was fun!not for the boys though..they had to wait for us outside Kat's room while we made her over.coolness! :)

i was thinking that maybe it had a full moon that night.Kat, Marj and i were going crazy! we took pictures everywhere!
the bamboo shoots with the mini koala bear,

outside Kat's house,

the car,

the resto.

Kat even wanted to take a pic outside Bubba Gump with the big shoe. and to top the night off, we decided to go to Ponti.we finally found Ponti!suakaw ko tlg.dko naman kasalanan yun nuh! Last time i went there, i was blindfolded! anyway, while we were walking towards the PBCOM bldg, i was making a joke that my mom would call before we even got to the door of Ponti and guess what happened next?my phone rang, and it was my mom! geez...talk about timing.hahaha! but we went anyway, just to feel the place.after that...home.:)

10:50am | June 14, 2006 | Wednesday

Wearing my favorite dress, with my favorite guy in the whole world and yet I am sad. Oh, right, that's because the pic was taken almost a year ago. But it was only recently that I realized how much I cared for him. Now? It is a wee bit too late...I only have this photograph of us to remind me of what I loved and lost. And yes, he is the guy from my other entry. We've been friends for so long and I didn't even think, not even once that it'll come to a point that I might actually start liking him. Oh well, as Z would say, that's life. Deal with it.

08:08pm | June 8, 2006 | Thursday

i was looking through my things here in San Pablo a while ago. the old letters,autographs and xmas cards. then i realized i miss alot of things.i miss my grandpa, i miss my highschool friends, i miss my angel, i miss being loved and being cared for, i miss being the old me. i can't believe i neglected alot of those things while i was in St. Scho busy doing anything and everything. for 3yrs, the only friends i hung out with were the friends i have in college. sure, i go out with my barkada in highschool but i don't pay as much attention to them as i do with my college friends. i haven't kept in touch with most of my highschool friends.i know..it's so mean of me to be like that to them..i don't even know how i got to that point.i've changed so much since highschool and i don't feel so good about myself. i miss being super duper makulit that i could keep it up all day, i miss being sweet to people without being called a flirt, i miss being a tomboy and being madungis because i've been running around trying to kick someone's ass.i miss being a kid.hai..:)

04:32pm | May 20, 2006 | Saturday

i woke up today when my phone rang, and i heard my bessy's voice on the other line. he was already in manila and he was asking if i could go help him fix his watch. i couldnt because i had to stay home and and literally guard the house. then he came here in the afternoon... spent some time with me. he was tired from his trip from ilocos, but he still came here just to be with me. i must admit that i missed him even if i know that he's always there for me. when i saw him today, i was glad because i felt safe around him. then he laid his head on my lap as he started to snooze off. but then he suddenly woke up and told me that he wanted my hand on his chest because he felt safe sleeping when he knows that im just around. funny that i feel safe with him and him with me. then he dozed off. i know this may seem confident, i but know my bessy loved me more than a friend, more than a sister, and more than someone's supposed to.. maybe because he thinks im his soulmate... maybe... sometimes, i think so too. because we have a very funny past, and we certainly knew more about each other than anyone knows about us. and we still love each other even with the flaws. and yes, we know each other too much to be together... i guess that's what you call a perfect friendship. no malice, and no hate even if we knew who we really are. he's on his way home right now, actually, to some chick's house for a date. we had fun, and im sure that it will take another decade for me to be with him again.... but i also know that he will show up when i need him. and he never fails to give me the right advices, maybe because he's old... or maybe because he knows my life like his... only a few years younger.

06:15pm | May 19, 2006 | Friday

last night, i started writing a new entry for this blog. and it went like this:"he's probably never gonna read this..one thing is because he rarely goes online and he doesn't even know this blog exists.so why bother writing?i guess i just wanted to get everything out.i've been missing him and i can't stop thinking that i want to spend time with him and just have that one day to ourselves. but i doubt that's gonna happen though.i've been wondering why he hasn't called or texted for almost 2 weeks now..surprisingly,i'm actually saddened by the thought that maybe he didn't really mean everything that he said to me.."

unfortunately, i never got to finish it.exhaustion took over and soon enough i was on the bed snoring like a pig.haha

to continue what i started,i guess it just never occurred to me that maybe i wasn't the only one that he did this to.this morning, while struggling what to put in my scrapbook which i am required to pass this coming June for my OJT,i stumbled upon another scrapbook that i realized wasn't mine. it turns out, it was the one HIS ex gave to him when they broke up and he lent it to me months ago.i started browsing through it and then i stopped on the page where the girl was writing about "them", their story.i didn't read it all of course, it was too long and too cheesy i might add. Though i had to admit, the girl was talented. anyway, getting my point, when i read the last part(the part where he was breaking up with her), it somehow got to me.We're not together or anything but it seems like the things that were happenning to them that time, the signs, the conversations & the way she described it,let's just say that history is repeating itself.i don't like to think it and i can't bear to..you see,i think i might really, really "love" him.yeah..i know. Sad, but true.

01:30pm | May 18, 2006 | Thursday

HEADLINE:DLSU AND DLSU students, Nasiraan ng Bait. CAUSE: Jollibee & Big Mac.

Dalawang estudyanteng taga La Salle-main at St. Scho, nabaliw. Sa nasabing pangyayari, nagsimula ang kanilang pag-uusap noong ika-15 ng Mayo ng gabi. Ayon sa mga saksi, YM lamang ang nagsilbing komunikasyon ng dalawa at dito naganap ang kaguluhan na hanggang ngayon ay iniimbestigahan parin ng mga otoridad. Hindi maiwasan na magtaka ang pulisya at ang nasa Mental Hospital kung sino nga ba talaga sina Jollibee at Big Mac at anu ang naging papel nila sa pagkasira ng bait ng mga biktima. Sa kasalukuyan, nasa Mental Hospital and dalawang estudyante at doon ay sinusubukang ibalik ang kanilang alaala sa nangyari noong gabing iyon.

for more information on the story:
http://dowdipenguin.blogspot.com/

11:24pm | May 15, 2006 | Monday

a friend of mine noticed that so far, i've been writing stuffs about things i hate. so i decided to write about something other than hatred towards some girl. after all, i'm not gonna get any younger or nicer if i do that.

yesterday,i had my hair cut.
it was too long na kasi and it was getting harder to maintain.
i was scared to be honest, because i've had long hair since 4th yr highschool and the last time i cut my hair really short,
it was a disaster. but i thought yesterday, the hell with it,
it's gonna grow back anyway and i can always tie my hair.
and oh, i got bangs too. hahaha! the guy who cut my hair has a term for it pa nga e. peeping bangs daw! lol
buti na lang hindi pumalpak or he'll have lots of those peeping bangs on his head.haha
it doesn't look bad..but it's not that good either.
oh well, wish me luck sa pasukan.sana matino na hair ko by then.hahaha!

11:16pm | May 15, 2006 | Monday

well, it's a little late writing about this..
anyway, last week, i had a chat with two of my newest friends who are way younger than me
but are twice as fun. we had one thing in common and that was hating Unica.
you're wondering who that girl is?she's someone Angelie met at friendster, i think.
she's the type who thinks she is almighty. she boasts about how much of a model she is.
she brags about almost everything...mostly about her "modeling career".
she thinks she's so pretty and everyone likes her but the truth is?
they hate her.
i don't have anything against other models but when it starts getting to their heads,
it irritates me..ok lang sana kung may ibubuga, but that's the thing!most of them don't.
yung mga magagaling pa nga yung mga humble e.
Wilma Doesnt..Nicolette Belle..geez, i could name more if you want.
it's just that i hate amateur models who thinks so greatly of themselves
but haven't really gone that far in the business yet.
nagmumukha tuloy silng wannabes.which is so pathetic.
JUST LIKE UNICA.
HATE HER.DON'T WANNA BE HER.

P.S. by the way, i'm not mad. i just don't like people who give models a bad name.haha

01:59pm | May 12, 2006 | Friday

Patwick's Poem

wake me up when all is done
when my world shatters and all is gone
when all the leaves have turned to brown
and all creatures of the sea have drowned
everyone's eyes are filled with tears
even the crystals are long to be clear
the sky is falling onto the ground
and all the angels are nowhere to be found
birds of heaven fall from the sky
as all of the undead start to cry
in a small room a baby is born
into a life which would soon be torn
the mother smiles as he is brought into the light
but smiles turn to frowns as she fades into the night
so wake me up when all is at end
when the world is free from the devil's hand

9:00am | May 11, 2006 | Thursday

it's only 9am and i'm already bored. i don't mind being here at the office,
i mean, afterall, it's required that i complete the 200hrs for the ojt.
but i wish there was something i could do that's going to make this whole experience worth it.
the only thing i've mastered so far is using the photocopy machine..how lame can i get?
plus, the people here aren't what they seem to be.
don't get me wrong, they're all nice.but that's about it.
you think you know..but you have no idea.
the people that i grew close to no longer work here.
why?..do i really have to answer that question?
in the one month that i have been here,alot of things have already happened.
and they're not at all nice.
i understand that in a workplace, there will always be those bitches and assholes who try to pull everyone down.
but here?they don't pull you down alright.they drive you away.
oh sorry,it's suppose to be "SHE" not "they".
SHE is the main reason why most of the employees resign.
Yung ibang natira, tahimik lang at sumusunod sa kanya.bakit?
because they are only hearing one side of the story.
and mind you, they're all bullshit.
SHE is a selfish little prick who looks like Jollibee...
...and has a body like an old cow.
feeling fashionista pa.mukha namang bubuyog.
di naman halata na inis ako nuh?bwisit na KAMOT yan.
thank God i'm leaving on Monday.
i won't have to see her grotesquely deformed face.
ok..now i'm exaggerating.lol

well, i'd better get going.till then.